It has been a while, the long winter, though mild, took a toll on me. I am left feeling out of touch. My relationships are different, my life is different. All that was last year is gone.
So many people have disappeared from my life, not just through death, but through neglect. So many friends have drifted in different directions. I’m not sure how to feel about this, other than lonely. I feel out of place everywhere I go. I feel 16 all over again. And that stinks, except then I had April to help me, this time, who is the April in my life? I haven’t figured that out. Who is the wise and gentle friend who gets me through? Who listens to my insanity, and does not judge?
